well fuck.
The stress in my life is absolutely over the top.. end of the year project where i have to edit probably every piece of writing, plus adding more things for the binder by next monday. then a powerpoint to make, along with a presentation? uhmmm helllo FUCKIN NERVI. not to add all the finals i’ll have to take, with the studying for at least 3 classes. oh yeah, plus i have so many obligations & i’m not complaining, i love seeing my friends & doing amazingly fun & awesome shit with them, but i feel that getting birthday presents & cleaning my room & keeping my parents happy & all those little things that shouldn’t be getting to me.. are. i just cannot say no to people because i love making them happy & love being with the ones who make me happy when i cannot do that for myself. well, i’m ready to fail my sophomore year. not studying for that stupid quiz tomorrow, & saving all homework till the last minute. i refuse to have another 1am breakdown while listening to depressing coldplay songs while i miss the one kid i’ll never have because it’s been a year. pathetic right? mhm, fuckin sucks….i fuckin’ need summer now. yeah, this is just a rant to let out all my feelings. feel free to keep scrolling.. honestly this isn’t important.
